Sunday, February 10, 2013

Yet Again July 21, 2011

Psalm 50:14 reads "Offer to God a sacrifice of thanksgiving, and pay your vows to the  Most High."
In May, 1993 this was a verse I used in my testimony. In 2011 it was instruction to me, yet again.


There is an obligation on my soul
To pay You homage in my every day
When praise is lacking I begin to shrivel
My very tongue potsherd does become.
Yet praise begins anew at Your summons
For always, I begin again.
Again to see Your presence
            Blessings great
Discounted honors in yesterday’s debris
Now morning light calls to me
Bright and Fair
Hot thanks ooze out my pores
            Each summer hour.

The morning glories I have desired for years
Are here, abundant, spreading to the roses
Lush and green this dawn
Brought out first flower
Not staid blue but lilac for my joy
Yesterday I only saw the vines’ invasion
Today I solved that detail with dispatch of clippers
And there – calling and singing was
            First flower
As bannisters and railings now
Draped in verdant green
Entangled upon each other                      
Before searing sun demanded wilting.

Minor threats and major tend
To clog the avenues of praise
And furnace fear demands
Wilting on my vine.
Yet Gardener fair and gentle
Trains my tendrils
To bring You ever flowers
            Fair delights
            Bouquets of praise
            Opening my body heart and soul
            Divine Sunshine, help me grow.

You spoke to me of the anemone, closed up
            Tight and straining to stay shut                 
Now opened eyes
see focus askew when fear reigns high
And thank yous end.

Come, gentle me, again and again
That life and love may flow
Throughout my being
Wracked with pain or not
Your call remains
Steady hand to guide through my frustrations
Eager friend in midst of disappointment
Mighty love overwhelming every fear
            If I yet yield
            Turn once again
            Open my hands
            Release it all to You.

By grand design and holy
You rearrange the pieces
Until components black emerge
Glistening silver, white, bejeweled
Beyond my hopes.

                                            So here in wonder
Again I open my hands                    
That You may have Your perfect way
In this one yielded woman.
The sun, soil and rain
            Impact the seedlings
            And growing robust, lush
            They praise Creator
Every leaf, root and sepal
Develop to the glory of His praise.
A sacrifice, yes it is
When everything in me wails
Unfair, why me, not again
One thing after another
Until my strong lament is folded
            In upon itself
Diming sun, extinguished moon
Fog of despair
No purpose for coping.
I am undone by Your love
As You disarm me
            With patient kindness
Understanding my struggle
Extending Your strong arm
For me to rest upon
And resting, I can reframe
Drawing strength for the journey
Proper locus readjusted for
            Eternity of praise to Your Glory.

PS 50:15 and call upon Me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you shall glorify Me
PS 50:23 He who brings thanksgiving as his sacrifice honors Me; to him who orders his way aright I will show the salvation of God!"



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