The old saying that misery loves company is only too true. Recently in my journal I wrote:
"And so misery invited agony who brought along distraction and insomnia. ....Coping is so hard with the pain and undercurrent of itching. When I explode over other irritations I seem irrational, but there is no more patience left in me. The Spirit must provide it as fruit now. Helplessness wants to invite hopelessness in for a visit and I am asking the Lord to bar the way."
All the pain relief drugs are out of my system and I am a painful mess. Please pray that I will develop the capacity to handle this trouble. People have had arthritis and fibromyalgia for years and coped. Come, Holy Spirit, and show me how.
Now I know why Grandma Snapp was so grumpy!
(The photo below is NOT Grandma Snapp)
Hang in there. You're in good company - Jesus.
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So hard..self portrait 30 years in the future??
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